As I get to know more and more women that have experienced some type of infertility it is interesting to see how the Lord works so different in each situation.
Each couple has their own unique experience and each couple has the opportunity to turn to the Lord and become closer to him.
This month is national adoption month. I have known many great women and families that have been led to adoption and their families have been greatly blessed because of it.
Rachel, who has posted on this blog, is dedicating this month to share about her experience in adoption and to answer anyone's questions about the process. Through their long process she had to rely and trust in the Lord. I wanted to post a few of her words here. If you want to read more or ask her questions, check out her blog.
I cannot stop thinking about babies. I am not tormented or
depressed (most of the time), but it is just something that weighs heavily on my
mind and my heart all day every day. What does God want for our family? Does
he want us to adopt a special needs baby through an agency called Spence
Chapin? Are we up for the challenge? Does he want us to stick it out with LDS
Family Services? Does he want us to try harder for biological children, putting
my body through the more intense fertility treatments that I am dreading? Does
He care which path we take? I feel these nagging questions all the time, even
when I am working on something else. When I’m grading papers, when I’m running
on a treadmill…even when I’m sleeping. I can’t help but dream different
scenarios of how we will get our baby.
I have never prayed so much in my life. I feel like
prayers are inseparably woven into all of my thoughts these days. “What should
we do? Please guide us Heavenly Father.” It’s like a refrain that plays in my
mind all day long. And every morning and every night, I get on my knees and beg
for guidance.
